Sunday, January 14, 2007
a nice weekend =)
volleyball on sat was fun.. as usual. finally got to play after so long.. and because of my once-in-a-month playing chance.. zhikang arranged it in the afternoon. im really thankful for that. i really love to play with all of them every sat.. really really. and the weather was on my side too.. the sun came out for the first time in two days =) so thankful for that too.
i was pretty lost on the court for the start. luckily there's always people like calvin and ivan to get me back to where i shud be. maybe it's the scary weiren's presence that made me tense. his presence seems to remind me that i shudnt make mistakes else he will eat me up. hehe.
i particularly love the two sets when the j4s played as a team. altho we lost.. but all the aces we shouted and all the laughes we had on court were precious and i love them.
and so.. sat was filled with smiles and laughter.. the way i havent been for pretty long.
i love sundays. because i can go to church and have everything refreshed. =)
so many negative things are said of new creation church and pastor prince.. unfair comments that are made when people take what is said out of its context and jumps into conclusions. but God be our witness. i just think.. conclusions should never be made when experiences are at second-hand. i love new creation church and i love pastor prince.
this morning.. my dad talked to me about giving up the idea of going overseas again. he again reminded me of the things i already know: to do things within my capability; so many people come to singapore to study and yet i want to get out; singapore education is good enough; i should just settle for anything; i do not have a strong mountain to back me up financially.. etc etc. all these i know!! not that i am not willing to accept reality.. but am i suppose to tell all these to my children next time? am i gonna not fight for something that is good but hard to get? am i to restrict myself because of what i dont have now? no! if i do, i have never ever get what i do not have now. i just wanna give myself a chance so that i do not look back one day and say:" if only i decided to hand on that little while longer". all i want is a chance to not have regrets. i will accept whatever God gives me this year.. please just let me hang on that little while longer.
and praise God.. as i heard a piece of my dad's mind.. i keep reminding myself that my God is good and my miracle is with Him. and then.. pastor prince sang this:" no other love.. no other love.. no other love is like your love..." and then said:" so forget what other people say that you cannot! because there's nuthing our God cannot do!" and then i cried. everytime i hear words that seek to destroy my faith in God.. everything bad things happen.. His love superabounds! His grace superabounds!
says me`9:25 AM
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